I want to say we've played here, but am uncertain. First, saddened to hear of the Park. U'll be in my prayers. I 'catch' on memory loss. Am 51 and am told most 'will probably' come back in time. Ha and huh, I say. I make decisions that I have no recollection of. Here I have been ridiculed, to discover I have no memory of hand sequence, so now I write them all down. It is scary. FWIW, I changed the cards to colors, which helps a ton with spade v club. My son recently told me I used to be

...a worthy opponent. YIKES!! KILLER words!! But, it is what it is; if we continually strive to achieve only our best, then honor is realized. GL, and I hope to remember u when next we play! HA!!

Well sorry to hear about your health issues. I`m glad to know you have a sence of humor, if anything that will get you far. Hang in there!! oxoxox

Hi,I too have had a major life change recently with when i was partially paralyzed by a drunk driver,the name Xanax comes from the fact that of all the meds I amon,I have a liquid Morphine Pump sewn into my spine,I take Oxycodones & 90 xanax's,with the occassional Valium when the spasms are really out of control,so because of all the Meds and still living in pain,I just had surgery#23 last week,my memory and mood swings are a constant struggle,I also use the color deck to help,the note taker too

You clearly ARE a man of honor - you certainly haven't lost that to your new life circumstance.Only someone of great integrity, generosity and compassion would have posted this. I can't pretend to understand Parkinson's disease, but I have had a series of huge life-altering circumstances that have sent me into a tailspin, things I am still reeling from the effects of, and will forever. It's a crazy thing when life takes sudden and unexpected turns.

You question everything, and your feelings take a long time to stabilize. It's hard to know which is what, what to do, how exactly to face it. It sure does make you somehow much more of who you really are. You're so honest, sharing something like this with us, with so many people you don't even know. I really, really respect you for that. My prayers are with you, for strength, for wisdom, wherever the road might take you, and for the support and love of those closest to you to keep you.

And meanwhile, come around often and play poker! Hope to meet you at the tables sometime. :)

understanding ?? you got to be kidding !-

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You really are in La -La Land if you expect to get either from this group of %^&^&*&^*$#&*$#
Hope you can see I'm poking fun at the situation !-
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- -All the best

JB

I know how you feel about the computer issue. I'm 50 years in computers and I've always been dyslexic. I have great logic ability, but almost no ablity to remember where to put the comma, or basic arithmetic. Nor can I remember numbers. There is a trick tho. Use the colored deck, and forget how good your memory was. Play based on the math, and a sense of the table. Don't get note crazy. Just play each hand as it comes.
Park, like diabetes causes personality problems. Just remember what you do a

(cont) remember your reaction in poker, is the same as your reaction to your family. Work on the frustration. Focus on the good years, not the bad years. Most people never had the fun we did. So, don't live in the past. Enjoy today, and what you can do. Tomorrow is whatever it is. Above all, shower your family with love and affection. They have their problems too.

I'm very sorry about your health issues and can certainly understand how this is affecting your responses to situations and people. I very much appreciate you reaching out to me after our little "encounter" yesterday and making things right. I'm looking forward to playing another game with you - I'm sure it will be a lot more fun for both of us.......... Take care.

Wow..don't know you however I can relate big time. So happy you are here. Poker is great brain therapy and this site is wonderful friend therapy. Although on the tables, I firmly believe Poker means never having to say you're sorry regarding play heheh, so nice of you to offer apologies to others for something other than play. What a onederful life filled with onederful human beans eh?

A real man admits when hes wrong and not afraid to say hes sorry. In my book you fit the bill. God bless and hang in there. As forgiveness goes, you need to go further upstairs.

Is there an upside to losing with AceS truthfully ?? not really,but me i'll never get used to losing with top starting hand and i doubt anyone will...but as i have watched more poker recently i have learned//yes i LEARN1 have learned that even in the World Series poker pocket aces do face lots of bad beats so when u call wit ur junk and win.. when i have my AcEs // of course im gonna be pissed ..BuT be sure to know u better not lose because im gonna clown U rest a sure.. until then apologies to

u know micheal J. Fox has parkinsons disease and i have never heard him speak to or treat anyone the way u did .Mayb u should do some soul searchin &ask uself is it the disease that makes me treat pple this way or is it just me! I firmly believe its just u.I know i will catch alot of slack 4 this but i am fine with that.If pple ehard the way filth ran your mouth at the table they would definatley agree with me.You know lif has a funny way of handin out to pple what they deserve.Continued

continued: I believe that is exactly what happend to u.You don't just all of a sudden start talkin to pple this way,no sir you have done it all of ur life.I know ur type, u are and have been nothing but a bully all of your life.At age 54 u should stop using excuses and start taking some responsibility for YOUR actions.They did not name parkinsons disease after Mr. Parkinson because he was rude and insulted everyone in his path.Good luck with u sir i sincerly hope u r able to find peace in ur lif

Look up, There's a new life coming brother. Read The Manual. (start with Matthew) I'll meet you by the River.